I always feels so excited whenever my day to see Dr. Tan arrives. And everytime I see the baby, it grew and grew. I cried everytime. Call me emotional, I don’t care.

I received another good news from Dr Tan. I can see his heartbeat. I still can’t hear it but I can see it. It’s a red dot and my baby is beginning to take form. It is such a fantastic sight. This will my last consultation with him before me and Jan heads off to Sydney and Bali for 2 weeks. Doctor gave me an extra shot of progestrone to help to minimize the risk of spotting or bleeding. I mean I am gonna walk the whole day, shopping, climbing, sighseeing…I need some support..don’t I? hehehe

Dr. Tan also gave me a fresh supply of Vita Natal and Folic Acid and some morning sickness pills. I started to feel nauseous few days back and have vomitted few times as well. I hate it. I hate it so much. My head starts to hurts first, and then I will feel woozy and then I can feel food being push it’s way up to my throat and that is the time i rushed to the sink! Cough a few times and blaaaahhhhh!! Out goes my breakfast! Out goes my croissonts, scrambled eyes or sometimes cornflakes. I tried to close my eyes and on the tap on full speed so that the puke would go away fast and I can vomit for the 2nd round. I still feel woozy. I cough a few times and out it came again. This time even more blaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh! Yuck! Tears starts rolling down my eyes and I try to catch my breath. I rinse my mouth a few times and I feel better in about 15 mins.

I began to wonder if my vacation to Australia and Indonesia will be fun or it will be full of blaaaaaaaahhh! We’ll just see!

Me and Jan have been talking about who shall we pick to do the honours in delivering our miracle and it is gonna be Dr. Tan Kok Kong. He is located at #05-01 Gleneagles Medical Center at Gleneagles Hospital. He is about 60 yrs old and he is extremely experienced in this. He delivered my sister, Kamilah, 21 yrs ago.
He is a nice guy. We talked for nearly 1 hr. He took my blood, my urine, had my pap smear done, blood pressure. Finally, the ultrasound! I lay there with my naked tummy and he put some really cold gel on my tummy. And he start scanning. He found a cyst first. It was pretty big. About 5cm, wide. Then he saw something. A litte round spot.

It was a beautiful sight. He confirms that I am pregnant. He also told me that I can’t see much as my pregnancy is still quite early. He told me about the cyst. He hoped the cyst won’t caused much disturbance in my pregnancy. The cyst could actualy be twisted if I moved around alot and I could experienced severe cramps if I didn’t take care. I was a bit scared but he ensure that there is nothing to be worried about.? He also told me that my HCG levels are not high enough and he gave me some tablets and also a shot on my butt to stablize the pregnancy. He gave me some Natal Vitamins and Folic Acid as well and tons of books and brochures.? I am happy!